yesterday was our 4th month together...i think...LOL! because we got together on october 29th and since feb this year has no 29 in it, then i guess we can say it is march 1st :) with just a blink of an eye, we have been sharing our lives together for four (4) months already. time does fly by so fast when you are enjoying things. i can't believe we've been far apart more than we have been together. we have been apart for 80 days compared to the 48 days that we have been together since we became officially "us" here in the philippines. but we haven't felt the full effect of that 80 days because we have been talking and updating each other constantly since she left. if you really love each other, it will still be there even if physical presence has been removed. you would still feel that way even if you don't see that person in front of you physically, not be able to feel your fingers in between his/her fingers, and all the things you can do when you are together.
my friends has been teasing me lately especially my confidant, bugoy, because nothing has been coming out of my mouth recently but ying ying. ying ying this, ying ying that, yaddah yaddah. i don't know, i guess i am just too happy to be with her and i don't care if i am being cheesy in front of my friends. but i am glad they are happy for me and wished me luck with her. it's true that when you are in love with a person, cheesiness and being caring would come out naturally in you and you don't really care about being like that. they said that i am like this because we are in a "honeymoon stage", that the feeling still overwhelms me about ying ying and it will taper of at one point in time. i don't know about that, it might be possible, it might be not. all i could say that ying ying can't be compared to the ones that came before. she is in an entirely different level right now. i'm not saying i am putting her up in a pedestal and worshiping her like a goddess, that would be disastrous. it's just that i think highly of her and appreciate everything for what she is.
yesterday, we had a lengthy talk. it was unexpected that we would be talking that long on a weekday since most of the time, we are busy but nonetheless, i was so happy we did. i love long talks because conversations would be deeper and more meaningful. it was also fun because while we were talking, she was doing her nightly routine of preparing for bed which i miss because i always see her do that when we were together here. and i miss her including me in her routine by putting eye cream on me (which at first i protested but later on got the hang of it) and she brought me (her laptop) inside the bathroom (guys, she is just brushing her teeth and washing her face okay?) so that she can continue to talk to me. we got to talk about a lot of things too! long talks like that really fills you in on the small details about what is happening in her world and vise versa with mine. she is in a bit of not-so-ideal situation right now in LA where she kind of misses her independence, being appreciated, and being useful. i guess everyone of us experiences that phase in our life at one point in time. i really wish i could do something for her but in a way it might also be better for her to sort this one out by herself. all i could do right now for her would be a willing ear to listen when she vents out or rants about what is stressing her out. i am extremely proud of her that she is holding up well despite the situation. that she sees the positive side of bad situations and learn from them and i appreciate her more for that.
i am almost always stuck at the end of the blog because i don't know how to end them. most of the time i wanted a dramatic ending but at the same time i don't want to be redundant so it's really hard for an amateur like me to do that. but anyway, i am just happy i got to write some of the things that were in my mind. till my next bog! ciao! :)
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