day 83- still can't get enough...

of ying ying :) i know i am being overly cheesy lately. and i don't freaking care :) in this kind of situations, i'd rather let what i feel out rather than i keep it to myself. i might have an explanation why i am like this right now...it might be because i have been working on nothing but paper works the past three days. That gets me stuck here at my place and basically translating to me being online the whole time so we have been talking longer than usual for three days now. it's kind of i am getting more than my usual dose of her so i think this is the side effect of being overdosed of her :) she usually gets home at her place late from work and she's usually free to talk around 10pm for her or 2pm for me. an hour of conversation is our average talk time. that usually would be enough for us to fill each other with our day and everything in between although we both would like it to be more than that but things that need to be done or sleep gets in the way.

for us to gain something, most of the time we have to give up something for it. talking with ying ying at 2pm and onwards in the afternoon conflicts with something i really love doing...basketball. because i would usually have to be on the court by 3:30 at the latest for me to play a couple of games. you might have guessed work but i excluded that because definitely that comes first. good thing that my work permits me to make my own schedules because i could free up my mid-afternoon to talk to her. definitely the time difference sucks but i can't do anything about it so necessary sacrifices have to be made which i never regret doing. our daily talks would always be one of the highlights of my day. and i am really glad and happy for her that the past couple of days for her went smoothly. she definitely needed that after a tough week. i know she will do fine despite the stresses around her. she is one tough woman and i really appreciate her for that. see, i have never been a fan of women who always act or often act as damsels-in-distress. i can't put up with them...and definitely can't stand them for long. i prefer a woman who knows her worth, knows how to stand up on her own, refuses to be bullied, and can decide for herself and ying ying definitely has everything of those or even more (although i hope she won't be too strong to the point i will be pussy whipped. no guy wants that!). she is tough but definitely she has her soft side...she is really caring, considerate (sometimes too considerate for her own good), affectionate, sweet, thoughtful, and everything in between. tough as nails but soft as goose down pillows...that is my ying ying :) the best of both worlds....